Monday, January 31, 2005
when yr kind fingers reach a conclusion
can i place my trust in you alone for now
everyone whu strived 2 much 4 tat crumblin dream
is now lookin 4 a place 2 fall upon
everytime we touch, we only hurt one another
if these uneasy feelings are the truth in our lives
we'll break each other, so we cannot move
even wif our lonely wings overlapped
the only lightis tat of an era without the light of encounters
i will not fear the power 2 change wad is beyond the deep tremor
crossfire, reach out to the destiny written for us
10:15 PM
within the water, the night ripples
there, i linger quietly, filled wif loneliness.
on the verdant shore,
i wish 2 wait 4 the beautiful dawn,
keepin my heart pure.
beyond the darkened sea n sky,
lies a future ...
8:27 PM
Sunday, January 30, 2005
tis 3 week s have been a roller coaster ride ...
happIe sad sweet memorable hateful etc events ...
could not have cOpe if nt 4 u gUYs ....
mh shiIng 4 transferin 2 sch n makin mY life more colOurful
eunice 4 helpin mi in sch work n playin wif us .. make us go lec
shaun joN mornique agnes 4 beenin in e sch ...
cb ernest wc jj kelly rae siyu tk andrew cp and those i 4got ... 4 tokin 2 mi n goin out wiF mi ...
t21 n e rest frm yj 4 playin in class .. goin ouT .... skipPin lecutres ...
jing jing n ke wei .. my 2 ogl .. ask dem tecah mi tings when i dunno
thanks v much .. realli appreciate it ....
enjOYed all of tat .. but now ... i have 2 go 2 p18 .. n make new frens ... siGh ..
another round of sadness is comin ... hiaz ...
new ct .. come 2 tink of it ... realli saddeens mi ...
9:08 PM
wa lao ... my hp bill was $70+ ....
wth ... wtf ..... kanna scolded like mad ... haha ..
n i tot i would nt exceed my msg ..
used bout 1000+ le .. haha ... n called 100+ mins ...
dIE diE liao la.......
siGh .....
10:42 AM
miss u v badly .....
dunno y ....
haven spoken 2 u for v long ...
so v sad ... depressed ...
tot everyting's gonna be fine ... but its nt ...
how did it come 2 tis stage is unknown ...
longing 2 see u everyday ...
the sight of u makes mY day ...
whu issit ?? ... i will nt sae ...
dun realii noe whu it is oso ...
question marks all around mi ....
1:04 AM
Friday, January 28, 2005
last day of og le ... siGH ...
t21 ... e best og ... haha ...
playin cards everyday ... wiF other pPl comin in ..
goin k box .. boWl ... all the nonsense ...
all was fun ...
i'm goin 2 class 18 le ... sigh ..
hOpe ppL dere r fun n outgoin ... hope nt nerds ..
unliKE p01 .. fuLL of nerds ?? ..
went eunice hse 2day ... so fun siA ... haha ..
they go swimmin whiLE i read my da vinci coDe ...
so damm tired ...
gt cut so acnnot swim ....
later pOOl beome red ...
den the formation of red seA .. hahas ...
went some sort of cl restauranr at nite ...
at gooDwooD park hoTEll .. so ... it was damm eX ...
siGH .... buT gt 2 eat mY fav peakin duCK .!!!! ... yea .
duCKy duck DUckuy duCK ...
the rest of foOD was ok ... buT realli v ex .. hahas ...
itS so pain now ...
mY woUNd is gGivin mi pAIn ...
tat duMb chiNa gUy ... his an idiot ...
11:39 PM
Thursday, January 27, 2005
shaun pang yi qiang has declard himself bRoke ....
3 more days n i owe my boX $15 ... hahah ...
went k-bOx 2day ..
although a waste of $$ ... but enjOyed it la ..
mY og + other frens ... wahahha ...
wei jian n i keep singin the echo part ...so damm funni ..
now no voice le .. haha ... wth ...
i am now officaly in class 18 ...
wIF eunice n mornique ...
see la .. wanted mh n shiing come my class ..
bcos of some bitch ... siGH .... no gUys peI wo ... oomg
sch is so boring ..
i wan follow rae n tia quit sch ... haha ..
but den no allowence lei .. how ??
i waN quIT sch !!!!!!!!!!!!! ....
jc sucks .......
8:32 PM
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
i love strawberry cheesecake icecream ...
dunno y .... i will eat those tings when i feel hungry ..
n it will taste so nice ...
i am so exhuasted ....
i dun wan go sch ...
but i cant. ...
siGH ...
some1 help mi
10:50 PM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
wahh .... looKs like the days ahead r gettin brighter ...
attended all e lecutres 2day lei ... yesh ... even c math ... haha ...
cannot belive it oso .... 1s time since ... its the 1s time ... haha ..
yea .. shIing n mh come has briught smiles back 2 mi . ...
nt bored liao .. haha ... whitley clan has became biGger ....
e1 rare realli smart siA ... haha ...
gonNA stUdy le ... n tiS e 1st steP ....
i realli miz playin bbal wif u guYs ...
cb ernest tk andrew cp mh xiavier jOn shaunt jj wc ....
adrian chun lUNg gav chee ... n others ....
its been lIke so lONg le . .....
gav just msg mi ask mi organise .. but all like nt free ... so how ...
y cant dere be a day after sun ...
4 goin out ... no workin .... no stuYdin ...
gonnA make myself sad again .. haha ...
always like tat ...
sO mucH 4 mY happIe endINg ..
i'm gettin 2 noe more n mroe ppl in sch le .. hahas ..
problem is i cannot remember their names .. but they can rem mine ..
so pAi sei ... haha ... how ??? .....
stop tinkin le la ... haha ...
saw hui kee n wei chun at pasah malam 2day ... haha ..
sadly nv tok lei .. dunNo y ...
went eat mac juSt now ... jiAz rae shiing mh wc n mi ..
den i mh n desmond go plAy poOl ...
pOOl man ... haha .. sucks at tat .. ok la ....
goNNa have mmany test next week ...
i cannot cope le ..
shOuld i follow n withdraw lik dem ...
sounds like the nicest wayout ...
stone at home ... no stress ... relax 4 last 2 mths ..
heaven siA ....
the mOOn so big 2day ... haha .. so nice ...
i wanna be astronomer ... find unknown planets ...
sadly s'pore dun have ... haha ...
so go become geologer lor ... yea ....
can look at rocks .. n stone dere ... haha .
maybe can unlock the secrets of loc ness lei ..
den later can go us stuiDy astronomy ....
den see xIng xIng .... :")
how i wish tat woULd come true ....
siGh ....
9:05 PM
r ...
o ....
t ...
i ...
b..o...y...
rotiboy rotiboy ....
boyroti boy roti ...
loL ... hhas .... gOnna plAy PooL ppL ... !!!!!!!!
doin c maths ..
4:31 PM
Monday, January 24, 2005
2day a sad n happie day ....
a turn in events ...
life can be so unpredictable ....
life can be so complicated ...
life is full of choices ....
shIINg n mh comin my sch ... yea ...
slackers united .... nah ... stUdy ... hhah ....
gonna choing le ...
rae quit sch le ... siGH ... see la .....
stupid sch ... dun tink cj is a gd sch .. beomce mugger sch liao ..
so onli choice now .. go 2 ny or pOly ......
should i go 2 kbox with og 2ml ?? ....
or go oUt wIf dem ... hhha ...
hard decision .... wad 2 do ...
gOd pls heLP mi ... can i go both places ....
sat taxi 3 time 2day .. so damm tired siA ....
1s time go sr 2 withdarw mh ...
2nd time went back sr again 2 withdraw shiiNg ..
den 3rd time take go orchard ....
did not eat whOle day ... hha ..
but best ting 2 go oUt wIF shroOms is tat the find those funni types of food place ..
feel so bad lei ....
ask mh transfer ... now his father sure kao pei him ..
den shiing transfer ... later her supervisor kao peo her oso ..
sry gUys ...
thX 4 comin 2 yj ... hhhas ..
finallY wIll be more fun le .. although is gettin funner now ..
9:00 PM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
went do gwog project at eunice hse 2day ..
its a disaster i tell u ... sure get lousy grade ...
dunno wtf , wth the tecaher wan ask do .... siGh ...
jc life is tough .... i miss ms ho .....
den went lucky plaza cur hair ... almost cost $30 siA ... hha ..
lucky they tot we sec kids ... n mh was regula dere ... whOOO ..
finally went ljs eat .. after 3 weekS ...
tats the longest i hvae ever nv eat ... zzz ....
den went play 1 game of pOol ... lost 2 mh .. sigh ... cos my sis cannot enter..
toa payoh pasar malam gt so many tings ...
i have e $$ sure go buy all e clothes ... all so stYle de .. coSt $6 ... wahhaha
I am cow hear mi moo
I weigh twice as much as u
And I look good on a barbeque
Yogurt curd cream cheese n butter made from liquid from my others
I am cow I am cow here mi moo
I am cow, eating grass
Methane gas comes out my ass
N out my muscles when I bulge
All de all de ozone layers thinner from de outcome of my dinner
I am cow I am cow I’ve got gas
I am cow here I stand
Far n wide upon this stand
N I am leaving everywhere
From to Betsey new fern land
U can squeeze my tips by hands
I am cow I am cow I am cow (x2)
10:06 PM
Thursday, January 20, 2005
yea .. maybe mh goin tansfer yjc le ...
finAlly .... some entertainment n fren ....
hOpe e stUpid sch accpet if nt goin fuck the sch uPside doWN ...
omg ... e teachers teachin mi sucks bIg time ...
pHysics econs .... zzz ...
i tink mr chIO teach better den tIs phSYics teacher ...
ans oso give wrong ... not e 1s time ...
econs lei .. she so dam act cuTE ... cal her mOnalIsa ... haha .. lOl ..
my lIke mY geog n chinses teacher ...
geOg i so fun !! .. onl tat gt so many projects n i'm e slack tYpe ..
chinese oso .. e tacher so fUnni .. he can compete wif mr nGo le ..
siGh ... i wan set uP slackin clUb lei ...
stUpid sch so lttle cca ... i wan pOOl .. bowlin ... all oso dun ahve ..
8:30 PM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
i tired of actin !!!!!!!!! ....
i wanna be e real mi ...
shaun ...pangY ... pankie ... panky ...
wadever .....
i wan be mi .. mi ... mi !!!!
arGhh .....
gonNA scream mY tOP ......
soB ..
eunice oso ... hahas ...
she screamin lIke mAD ....
: panda ::. !things are so different now! says:
im tired of 'actin'
.:: panda ::. !things are so different now! says:
i wanna be mi
.:: panda ::. !things are so different now! says:
mi
.:: panda ::. !things are so different now! says:
mi
.:: panda ::. !things are so different now! says:
mi
.:: panda ::. !things are so different now! says:
mi
.:: panda ::. !things are so different now! says:
mim
.:: panda ::. !things are so different now! says:
mi
.:: panda ::. !things are so different now! says:
mi
9:25 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
went plAy bowlIN 2day ....
lOl ... it sucks ... watsin $$ ... haha .... they 2 gD le ..
erm ... no .. i 2 loSUy .....
i wan plAy pOOl !!!!!!!!! ... woUld any1 go plAy wiF mi ....
yea ... so hAppie .. haha ... sch's fun ... although sometimes bored ...
dun understand e lectures ... siGh ...
gonNA woRK harD !! ..
gonNA hAve a long day 2ml ...
mh .. transfer 2 my sch le ... i v siAN ... haha ...
like no1 2 chat n tok 2 ... my calss so little pPl ....
or we go transfer 2 ny la ... doubt tats possibLe ...
bUT goonA tRy ... yeas !! .....
u noe wad is the best time of mY liFe ...
goin oUt wiF all of dem ...
evern though we'll argue or scold eah other....
i'm so happIe .... realli treasure e moments as sch gonna get longer ..
n less time i wilL get 2 see dem ...
although its just 2 - 3 hrs ... it just lits uP my day ...
tHX every1 ...
fRienDs 4evEr .........
sobs .... realli feel like cryin every1 i tink bout tIS ..
haha .. lol ...
dun even nOe e neXt time we"ll meet again ....
ghasted ....
9:26 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
didnt feel like bloggin til 2day ....
went crash hwjc on fri ... so damm bIg lor ....
went wiF elsa mh n katherine ...
later went back whitley ...
dam so i miss tat sch so much ....
met uP wiF tia .... so lONg nv see her le !!. haha ..
den we all went up class ... 4e2 ..
omg ... e deco sucks ... ok la .. dere isn't any deco ...
but my window is still intact ...
all my writin ... + the rest of 4e2 writin ....
elsa wanted bring hoMe .. haha ...
later mr quek scold siA ...
went orchard wiF e reSt of e dem ....
cb royston siyu rae eunice wc germaine kellY mh jiAhui shiing ....
went eat marcHE ..... n wanToN mEE
lOng loNg time nv go le .... hahas ... but no $$ ... so didnt eat much ...
gonna ask my mum bring mi dere le ... hahas ...
miss u gUys reallI ..... siGh ... its gonna be hard 2 meet le ...
yuPZ ... finally made up my mind ...
gonnA stay n stUdy .... even though i dun like e sch ...
but i wiLL nt whiNE le ... haha ....
wIll mkae e rest of e 3 mths a fruitful 1 ...
dun woRy guYs ....
take care of yrself .....
haPIe 2 see tat u r happIe at sa elsa ... haha ...
soUnds like a nice sch frm u n kat ... haha .. lol ...
hOPe my resulTs r gD ... although u gt e uneasy feelin ..
7:26 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
seriously considerin 2 quit sch .....
i have doubts on whether i wan 2 carry on studyin a not ..
one by one .... they are all leavin quittin .... leavin ....
maybe i can foLLow dem .....
maybe i'm sick of this type of sch life ...
frm primary 2 secondary ... now 2 jc ...
shaLL i carry on ?? .....
11:44 AM
Friday, January 14, 2005
i miss whitley ...
i miss takin bus 88 ...
i miss 4e2 ....
i miss runnin round e 4th floor ...
i miss walkin 2 e1 for my el lessons ..
i miss runnin 2 e1 2 ask dem ques ....
i miss goin e1 do tok crap n do bo liAO tings ...
i miss runnin 2 e4 and askin dem play bball ..
i miss sittin next 2 e window ...
i miss writin on e window plane when bored ..
i miss sittin beside ernest n crappin wif him ...
i miss kickin andrew's chair .....
i miss turnin rite n tokin cb tk huikee shaun tan .. etc ..
i miss goin 2 e front 2 chat wif chit pang ...
i miss walkin bout e class ...
i miss walkin 2 e other side of class 2 tok 2 tia tania siyu elsa ..
i miss stayin back after sch in class doin work ..
i miss stayin back in class 2 plAy ...
i miss calin qui fong "feng jie"
i miss suanin aaron carter ... and makin niQue angRy ..
i miss all callin mi pangy or panky ...
i miss aaron eugene callin mi mOle ... lol ...
i miss walkin about e sch ....
i miss quarrellin wif wc ....
i miss lamin wif e e1 ppL ...
i miss punchin ernest 4 e no reason ....
i miss sittin on my table ...
i miss goin against bOOnie ...
i miss bein monitor ...
i miss rasinin my hands n askin ques whenever i wan ...
i miss goin 2 e canteen ...
i miss whitley fooD ..
i miss e chicken rice ... bee hOON .. etc ..
i miss runnin 2 e bball court ... playin bball ....
i miss assembling at the parade ground ...
i miss e readin period ....
i miss copyin homework ....
i miss all e tests n exams .....
i miss tryin 2 copy during chinses test ...
i miss goin 2 j8 after sch ....
i miss walkin up and down tat slope ....
i miss e toilet !! .. sometimes full of smoke ...
i miss goin 2 chem n physics lab ...
i miss doin practicles ...
i miss siitin next 2 eugene as my lab partner ..
i miss all the time we play bball my e court near my hse ..
i miss walkin along central wif all of dem ...
i miss goin ouT 2 orchard ...
i miss o'level ...
i miss being so en2 in class ...
i miss e talkative mi ....
i miss e arrogant mi ....
i miss e togetherness of e2 ....
i miss e class being well decorated ...
i miss e class being noisy ...
i miss chasin each other about e corridor ...
i miss e carefree feelin ....
i miss e time when we can just sae anyting 2 one another ..
i miss e time where nothin will make us angry ...
i miss begin scolded my teaherss....
i miss ever1 being close frens ...
( will add in when i remember)
i miss mr quek whistle ...
i miss all mr ngO lame jokEs ...
i miss mr chen amath .... n all his ideas ...
i miss mrs lye emath .... n her as a form teacher
i miss mr kor tellin bout his bABy ..
i miSs miss ho .....
i miss miss cheong ....
i miss mr zuk ......
i miss mr ow yong comin in2 my class teach us easie way of a math ..
i miss suanin mr chio ...
i miss suanin n scoldin of miss fong ...
i miss e snkae like walk of miss tan ...
i miss mrs fong walkin about ....
i miss the interestin mr guan lessons ...
i miss mr howard's voice .....
i miss saein hi 2 a teacher tat i dunno ...
11:08 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
yea ... weNt bowlin 2day ... haha ..
but nt after walkin in cirles 2 find they all ...
nanyang is so nice ... haha ... realli lar ....
they all havin gd time dere ...
but all gettin lamer ... tats nice ....
onli 1 week nv see dem all beome lamers le ..
but quIte funNI lar ... all e lame jOkes they learn ..
den go kovAn plAy bOWl ...
suck at it 2day .. dunno y .... nt in e mood i guess ...
learnin frm wc 2 be hAppie ....
hAppie 24 hrs ... happie in liFE ... hahas ......
itS hard 2 4get someting so gD in life ....
7:17 PM
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
i reallI miss every1 .....
its onli 11 days after the new year ... but ....
its e 15980 times i saiD ... i miSSs every1 ....
i am realli sad ... wantin 2 cry in my room ...
but no tears are comin out .. onli sadness n sorrow ...
dun feel like goin 2 sch ... i wan go back WHITLEY !!!!
gonna follow rae 2 wriTE a mISs ting ... sure wilL be more than hers de ..
i miss whitley ...
i miss 4e2 ....
i miss runnin round e 4th floor ...
i miss walkin 2 e1 for my el lessons ..
i miss runnin 2 e1 2 ask dem ques ....
i miss runnin 2 e4 and askin dem play bball ..
i miss sittin next 2 e window ...
i miss sittin beside ernest n tokin crap wif him ...
i miss kickin andrew's chair .....
i miss turnin rite n tokin cb tk huikee shaun tan .. etc ..
i miss lookin front n chattin wif chit pang ...
i miss walkin 2 e other side of class 2 tok 2 tia tania siyu elsa ..
i miss calin qui fong "feng jie"
i miss suanin aaron carter ... and makin niQue angRy ..
i miss all callin mi pangy or panky ...
i miss aaron eugene callin mi mOle ... lol ...
i miss quarrellin wif wc ....
i miss puncin ernest 4 e reason ....
i miss sittin on my table ...
i miss writin on the window plane ...
i miss goin against bOOnie ...
i miss walkin roudn e class ....
i miss bein monitor and crappin e whole day ....
i miss askin ques whenever i wan ...
i miss walkin round e sch ...
i miss goin 2 e canteen ...
i miss canteen food
i miss runnin 2 e bball court ... playin bball ....
i miss assembling at the parade ground ...
i miss goin 2 j8 after sch ....
i miss walkin up and down tat slope ....
i miss e toilet !! .. sometimes full of smoke ...
i miss goin 2 chem n physics lab ...
i miss doin experiments ..
i miss siitin next 2 eugene as my lab partner ..
i miss all the time we play bball my e court near my hse ..
i miss walkin along central wif all of dem ...
( will add in when i remember)
i miss mr quek whistle ...
i miss all mr ngO lame jokEs ...
i miss mr chen amath ....
i miss mrs lye emath ....
i miss mr kor tellin bout his bABy ..
i miSs miss ho geog n ss ....
i miss miss cheong's chem ....
i miss mr zuk ......
i miss mr ow yong comin in2 my class teach us easie way of a math ..
i miss suanin mr chio ...
i miss the gOOd mr guan lessons ...
i miss many other mroe tings ..... so mcuh more ... etc etc etc ...
i juSt miss everyting la ... can go on n on n on 4ever .. wiithout stopppin ...
nv felt so inseure .. sad ... n lonely all my life ....
i'm feelin like e dementors in harry potter now ...
full of sadness ... no happiness ... however life mUSt still go on ....
every1 is writing a miss ting ...
9:36 PM
been 2gether wiF my whitley frens 4 most of e day ....
shaunt jOn ... 3 of us played n stuided ...
dunno y feel so much better bein wiF dem ...
altough i'm gettin 2 noe my clas better...
attened onli econs lecutre 2day ... n its was boring ...
e teacher .. sae come frm rjc de.. el suCks ...
phyiscs tecaher sucks ....
onli 1 tat is gd is geog teacher ...
skipped the rest ... i'm realli slakcin ....
playin cards inside our class .. playin bAll ...
i'm e type of person tat cannot stUdy by myself ...
tk ernest cb ... where u all ???? ....
realli need u all 2 scold mi 2 stUDy ... haha .. lol ...
lost all motivation n williness 2 study le ...
i wan 2 dREam ....
how many more days can i take ??? ....
losin myself le ...
e stupid sch put a lame system .. must scan card de ...
now cannot bOn liao .... siGH .....
den goin hOme 2 queue so long ...
u noe ... GO HOME LEI !!!! ...
even tat they make it so difficult ... wTH ..... wtF ....
lucky 2day no need go wad cc ting ... hengZ ...
buT pe was tough .... damm tough . but enjoyed it ...
let mi cRy at the conrer ... cry tIl i'm awake ....
itS gonna get tougher n tougher ...
seems like its takin a long time 4 mi 2 get settled in2 tIS sch ...
mY do i wan it ?? my mINd is all set 2 leave ...
i''m onli afriad tat i may get attach 2 e sch ....
but i dun wanna suffer ...
7:27 PM
Monday, January 10, 2005
my sch seriously suckssssssss ......
its actually nt bad ... onli 4 a few black sheep ...
the discipline teacher ... nt realli dicipline la ... he gt another title ...
den e principal ....
both of dem sucksss ......
hate e sch bcos of dem ...
6:01 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
went out wear my og 2day ... hahas ...
can sae its fun la ....
their a bunch of cOOlx peepS. ....
play street soccer ... although nt realli street .. hahs ..
played on a badminton couet ... den later at nyjc ...
adn u noe wad ... is scored a goAl !!! ... haha ... so hapPie ..
den went safra played bowlin ...
2 mh cb ernest they all .. i gt 110 !! .. gd rite .. hahas .. diAOx ...
wanted play POOl ... but u noe wad ... safras poOl is $9 an hr ... omg ...
rather go home slp ....
quIte a dun day la ... goin back sch 2ml le .. haha .. siAN ....
my heart lies somewhere else ...
its at a distance and i dun noe how 2 bring it back ...
missin u day n nite ...
wantin 2 see.. waitin ... lookin .. hopin ... tat u'll come
flyin in e sky .. lookin .. wanderin .. searchin ...
leavin no clouds unturn .... moons .. stars ... sun ...
its full of agony ... pain .... cant bear 2 part ....
8:08 PM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
finally went play pOoL 2day ....
onli if mh n wc n elsa .. hahas ..
they all la .. pang sei .... zzz ...
cb gt og ting ...
ernest tired ....
den tk and the others den like play pOOl ....
when wiLL we play bbAll 2gther again ??? ...
miSss e tiMe playin 2gther .... hahahs ..
although our hOme ground is in a state of rebuildin ..
~~~ hope all oF us wiLL meeT soon ~~~
8:26 PM
Friday, January 07, 2005
did nt go sch 2day .... cos i'm realli exhausted ...
last day of orientation le .. hahas ....
gt mass dance n skit ting ... i realli dun wanna take part ...
not tat i'm anti social ... but realli there tIS feelin of anxxiety tat cannot go away ..
i'm nt e person i used 2 mi frm whitley .....
nt e gUy whu wiLl run everywhere and ask pPl go pLAy ..
ne the person tat is goin 2 shout everywhere ..
nt bein myself lar .....
i beginnin 2 feel 4 comfortable in the sch ...
makin frens everywhere ... but still feel tat its nt as gd ....
10 times less hapPie as i was in whItley ..
although whilet wasnt my preferrd sch when i came 2 sec ..
buT i have changed my doubts ...
e PPl n teachers dere r great !!! ...
4e2 roX ........
was doin through some of my lecture notes just now ....
hahas ... surpried huh .... cos when i was doin some math yesterday ...
i comepletley blanked out ... 4got everthing .. so mornin quicky went read through ..
decided 2 take econs physics cmaths geog ... althugh i am tinkin bout chem ...
i realli wnana go 2 a college near home ... ny or cj .. sigh ..
tirin 2 go here back n fro everyday ..
11:02 AM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
yea ... wenT whItley 2day .... mISsed it so much
1s ting was 2 go uP 4th floor 2 cLAss 4e2 ...
2bad e calss was locked ... so nice... loOkin through e window ...
now all 2 tables put 2gther le .... not 1 by 1 ....
there's stIll writin on e window !!! ... n e 2 locks r there ...
wiLl open dem when i come take o's results ..
saw mISs ho n miSs chong ..
sch so croweded ... other teacher nv see le ...
finally pLAyed bbAll wif bOOnie n ernest they all .. hahas ...
so long nv see dem le ..
finally beginnin 2 settle in2 yjc ...
tell ya ... my calss rOX .... guYs n gAls ...
our ogLs oso v ncie .... 2 bad e sch sucx .
e seniors oso v gD de ... been plAyin bAll thorugh e day .. so tired
7:00 PM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
i am jUSt like wad shiing is now .... damm sad ....
dun realli like my jc .....
the place is driving me crazy.
I cant hold on for too long
i wan go back 2 whitley ....
i realli wan 2 ....
be back 2 4e2 ... playin wif all e sec 4s !!!!!!!!! ....
hahas ....
be back as a secondray student .....
i cant adapt 2 tIS enviroment ....
i realli miss all my frens .... rEAlli rEAlli ...
lOOk kinda down these few dasy ...
sch ends so late ... cannot even meet uP wiF dem ....
hope e 3 mths end soon ..
can get gd grades .. n go 2 my choice of jc ...
10:19 PM
2nd day ...
ok la ... gone on quite well ...
chattin wif e class le ... unlike yesterady .... few PPl didnt come ...
but was fun ... learnin e dance.. playin water games n so on ...
stIll hope 2 go 2 cjc or nyjc ... hahas .... tatas my neXt wISh ... gOnna fulfill it ....
8:30 PM
Monday, January 03, 2005
1s day of sch .... n i beginnin 2 hAte it !!!!!!!!!!!!! ....
nt tat e teachers or principal or seniors r bad ....
they're real gD ....
is tat e sch sUx ....... sUCks .... terriblE .....
cant be tat bad riTE ... yESh iT can !!!!!!!!! ...
puttin my class in a contaniner .. omg !!!!!!!!! ...
plAyin a lAme gAme ... cateen fooD sucKS ... whiTleys canteen is 2 times larger !!! ....
itS so run dOWN ... wth ... dun feel like goin le la ....
sTUpIDs ... onli can appeal ... dun mind goin 2 innova or other new schs ....
sHit man ... horrible place ....
e ppL there dun noe how manage time ... suppose finish sch at 4 .. at the end 5.30 ...
arGHhhhHHHHHHhH ... !!!!!!!!!!! ... coCK siA .....damm fAggOt ...
knew tat tIs sch sUX ... but now realise den iTs worse den i tink !!!!!!!
although made some v nice frens ... gals n gUys in my class mostly quite ok la ... hahas
7:07 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
2ml hvae 2 go sch le .. !!! ...
waHHH ... n it feels like hvaen started yet .... siGH ...
wiLl mis every1 ....
hOPe it wiLL be a gD experience ....
so fast hor ... it seems few weeks ago when we finish o'S ...
now startin jc le ... siANs ...
beS wishes 2 every1 in wadever they do in e comin year ...
sRy elsa ... cannot bring u go puket or wad .. hahas ...
no $$ lei .... tink go donate food n $$ lor ... tats e best ...
scared 2 go dere oso ... ll e lost souls there ...
gIves mi e creeps ... hahas ..
so many PPl died le .. dunno wads e last count ... hOpefully 2005 wil be a better year ..
4:43 PM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
2004 is gONE !!!! .... here comes 2005 ....
wad a way 2 start 2005 ... raining ...
is gOnnaa be a wEt yEAr ... hahas ....
2004 has been a hertic year ... preparin 4 o'S ....
sitting 4 e exam .... den plAyin tIl u drop down 2 exhasuted 2 move ....
made manY new frens .... know those i known better ...
had a wonderful class ... wiF teacher tat r so hardworkin n helpful ....
den there was e tysunami ... killed hundred n thousands of ppl ...
guess tiS year ended in a sOyre noTE ...
there wasn't even a countdown on tv ... siGh ...
spent e new year being bored a my father's fren hse ... so dam fuked up ...
onli could ahve jOined those PPl in orchand ...
2+ le .. n e crowd was like those u see on weekends ...
walkpath were filled wiF pPl .... guess cannot go anywhere la .. no bus le .. hahas ..
11:13 AM
hAppie new year !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ....
hahas ... just came back ...will tell everting 2ml ..
so damm tiired .....
have a nice n grEAt yeAR ever1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!
2:32 AM